A letter to Maria

Dear Maria I am writing this letter to you that you will never read.

You have destroyed my life and you have destroyed me. If I even smile nowadays, it's fake. People said it would get better over time, but it really doesn't. Sometimes in the supermarket I just feel miserable. Now I feel like giving up, there seems no point in going on anymore.

All I wanted was to make you happy I don't understand why you did this to me. And I don't understand why you don't even want to talk. We could still make things right. You said your sad face was your normal one, but I think, you know that that isn't true. I've seen that isn't. Do you really want to live like this?

I miss you so much. It hurts too much.